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MOVED ACCOUNTS!!!
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So, remember when I said that I'd move accounts next year? Well I got impatient and the account is now set up and pretty much finished. So go watch me there if you like my art (Right now all I've really uploaded is traditional art and poetry). The accounts name is JayElleDee.
So please go re-watch me there, I'm feeling kind of alone. My arts improved, I know most of the stuff on this account wasn't that good and most of my watches probably watched me out of pity but now people might actually have a reason to watch me.
I probably won't be on this account again, ever, until I delete it.
Hope to see you at 
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Daddy ... It hurts
2 min read
My name is Chris,
I am three,
My eyes are swollen..
I cannot see.
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made,
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy,
Would still want to hug me.
I can't do a wrong,
I can't speak at all,
Or else I'm locked up,
All day long.
When I'm awake,
I'm all alone,
The house is dark,
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come home,
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get,
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car,
My daddy is back,
From Charlie's bar
I hear him curse,
My name is called,
I press myself,
Against the wall.
I try to hide,
From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now,
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping,
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault,
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me,
And yells at me more,
I finally get free,
And run to the door.
He's already locked it,
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me,
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor,
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues,
With more bad words spoken.
'I'm sorry!', I scream,
But it's now much to late,
His face has been twisted,
Into a unimaginable shape.
The hurt and the pain,
Again and again,
O please God,
have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops,
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless,
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Chris,
I am three,
Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.
And you can help,
Sickens me to the soul,
If you read this,
And don't pass it on
I pray for your forgiveness,
You would have to be,
One heartless person,
Not to be affected,
By this Poem.
And because you ARE affected,
Do something about it!
So all I ask you to do,
Is pass this on!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
Post this as 'Daddy ... It hurts'
I am three,
My eyes are swollen..
I cannot see.
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made,
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy,
Would still want to hug me.
I can't do a wrong,
I can't speak at all,
Or else I'm locked up,
All day long.
When I'm awake,
I'm all alone,
The house is dark,
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come home,
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get,
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car,
My daddy is back,
From Charlie's bar
I hear him curse,
My name is called,
I press myself,
Against the wall.
I try to hide,
From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now,
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping,
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault,
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me,
And yells at me more,
I finally get free,
And run to the door.
He's already locked it,
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me,
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor,
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues,
With more bad words spoken.
'I'm sorry!', I scream,
But it's now much to late,
His face has been twisted,
Into a unimaginable shape.
The hurt and the pain,
Again and again,
O please God,
have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops,
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless,
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Chris,
I am three,
Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.
And you can help,
Sickens me to the soul,
If you read this,
And don't pass it on
I pray for your forgiveness,
You would have to be,
One heartless person,
Not to be affected,
By this Poem.
And because you ARE affected,
Do something about it!
So all I ask you to do,
Is pass this on!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
Post this as 'Daddy ... It hurts'
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.:Moving accounts NEXT YEAR:.
1 min read
Why am I telling you this? Well, it's mostly just to see what your thoughts are. It's also a reminder to myself so I don't for get.
Why next year? ...That's a secret.
Why am I moving? This page is a mess. It take ages to scroll to the comments on the main page and I want to re-do most of the art on this account.
My new account will probably have a similar name and while I'm building it this account will stay open. This year I won't be submitting much because I'll be working on art for my new account.
Because I will be re-doing art can you guys comment with a link to my art that you like the most, so that that art will definitely be re-done?
Everything is already planned, there is no going back...
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Well...I feel stupid...
2 min read
...because apparently school is tomorrow and so for the 6th year in the row I have come to school a day early. 
So now I have a free day at home on the computer and I'm using my time to transfer my songs that I downloaded (Illegally because I don't feel like spending money on iTunes and things like that. 
) from my MP4 player (Which is older than a MP3 player...) onto my ipod because my sister taught me how to do that while I was in S.A. (The videos still aren't showing up though).
) from my MP4 player (Which is older than a MP3 player...) onto my ipod because my sister taught me how to do that while I was in S.A. (The videos still aren't showing up though). I got up at 5:30am to get ready for the first day of the year back at school and then we drive there and one of the teachers tell me and my mum that schools tomorrow. And then we had to do some things around town so I had to walk around in my school uniform feeling silly.
I don't know why the school never tells us that they've changed the date on the first day back.
*sigh* At least a get one more day of wearing jeans and singlets before it's back to collared shirts, skorts and skirts.
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If you live in Australia chances are that tomorrow you are going to school and chances are if you ARE going to school that you are not looking forward to it, or at least the part that involves actual work.
I don't mind the work but it's not what I'm looking forward to about school.
Things that I'm looking forward to about school:
1. Friends. Over the holidays I went to South Australia to spend some time with family, mainly my sister but I didn't get to see my friends because they all live in Queensland. So finally I can talk to and hang out with my friends. 
2. Work. it distracts me from the mountain of requests I still owe people, I will still work of them but it gives me an excuse for why it's taking so long. 
Nothing else for this list so...
Things that I'm not looking forward to about school:
1. No Internet. Well, there is internet but only for work purposes so I only get internet at home and I have to share that with my mum *sigh* so I will be on here quite a lot but I'll mostly be using my time clearing out my deviant art watch messages and working on a book thing I want finished before the end of the year.
2. People (Who aren't my friends). While in S.A my sister took me to a lunch with 5 people I didn't know and I spent most of that time hyperventilating (Spelled it right on the first go!). So I'm going to have fun with my year level of 140+ people. Crap.
Other than those 4 things anything else I don't really care about. 
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